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Home Away From Home

by faeraga

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1.
Save Me 02:59
Walled around Peek through the cracks on the cold ground They all said save me Save me He says folks like us are no good And just because you can be free that doesn't mean you should The time we have left is a high price to pay Always get carried away, so save me Breathe in It all ends tonight You can leave it alone Was never worth the fight Coming down from who I didn't want to be Saw what I went there to see Take me along wherever you will go I can still belong, you probably know I was running away before I found you Now I want something I can run to So save me
2.
Gloria 03:37
There's whispering behind me, I'm surrounded now I think But it's only cause they want me to get well And they ask me how long have you been like this? Have you considered Jesus? He loves you and he'd hate to have to throw you into hell So I give them all the freak show they've been lining up to see And watch them look so stern while they discuss my case They tell themselves he's probably a liar and his secrets will come out So hold him down and pray again, if he wants hell then here's a taste Gloria Do you remember me? Gloria I spent all my future to buy a new past but that name and that number hang on Gloria They don't know what to think and so I lock my eyes on them and laugh Though the voice that's screaming sounds a lot like mine I say just look how far we've traveled and it's only morning yet Spend the day with me and see the beast you look so hard to find Then they scrape out all my insides in a sacred pantomime That leaves me flopping like a fish that still won't die And when I'm leaving I come over and I shake their hands again And say next sunday if you want to you can give another try Find the right words to say Figure out the kind of words that Jesus would have prayed Cause a demon can take fifteen years to rip out of its home But if you're lucky it won't find you when it goes You're so lucky I can't find you Gloria Do you remember me? Gloria I spent all my future to buy a new past but that name and that number hang on Gloria
3.
You promised me you'd share your secret You wrote it down and I tried to read it But when I'm close enough, the letters waver They can't resolve If you can't go around you have to go through If I can't have her then I guess I'll take you So breathe it deep, it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright One more time it's gonna be alright They marked you out from a long way away A child of the cold and the dark and the blood But it isn't enough, there's scars that never heal You need it again If you can't go around you have to go through If I can't have her then I guess I'll take you So breathe it deep, it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright One more time it's gonna be alright We came together then we took to the road Agents of chaos going out through the world Where the seed takes root gonna rise above it all And maybe there's hope to be found in death Can you ever forgive me? was his dying breath Bright eyes in the mirror, you could only look away If you can't go around you have to go through If I can't have her then I guess I'll take you So breathe it deep, it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright One more time it's gonna be alright
4.
So Goodbye 02:53
You say you're feeling better now and then You say you think it's time to start again So goodbye We say we'll see a movie or a show Talk about it even though we'll probably never go It feels good to imagine we're ok Imagination makes up for a lot that we can't say So goodbye You look at me as though I should have seen this coming long before today But we both know it's easier when things are bad to look the other way You say you're feeling better now and then You say you think it's time to start again So goodbye This isn't like a friendship anymore You say it's not the fight that matters, it's the way that I keep score I could have tried to change myself for you But I never was much good at things I didn't want to do So goodbye
5.
They're at the door again Can our friend come out to play? I close the door again Maybe soon, but not today I need more time I need more time I sing your song again To a photograph of you But something's wrong again So many things I have to do I need more time I need more time My thoughts inside the picture frame I wish I'd stayed Each day I think I look the same But all things fade I need more time I need more time I need more time
6.
Getting By 03:30
Feeling under the weather, lost in my head but I'm getting by, getting by It's two in the morning, holding my breath and still I'm getting by Went to the window, couldn't see through the rain Everything's different, but you were just the same Maybe love is for certain, and maybe it's not, well I used to care, used to care If you look for an exit, find a way out, well I hope I see you there Words that were spoken couldn't stand the light of day You must love the life that's coming to throw the one you have away Flowers were growing through cracks along the floor Cobwebs were lining the walls And you said you almost could go back to how things had been Didn't seem that long at all In my dream we were talking but you didn't understand I told you what I needed, but it wasn't what you planned All these lives that are changing and you'll never know but I'm getting by, getting by We split at the crossroads a long time ago and still I'm getting by
7.
Hollow 02:54
What's gone and what should not come back Contradictions spin too quickly to unpack The memory alone still warms your fingers and your toes Hold on to the memory cause there it goes You're never alone while your friends stand by you And you've been alone for a long time You're starting to run out of things to try you're Starting to think that your future's as bad as mine And what goes up must come down again And you know I'll never answer all those messages you send But this way no one will see when you fall down It's better I'm not around in the end What do we do when the walls that we built on are hollow? Cover it over and try to look away The surface is bright but the taste is too bitter to swallow Hope that we won't be caught in the light of day You can cover your eyes if it would stop all the hurting Drop your guard for a minute and you start to crack It's what you expected but it wasn't worth it You get what you ask for and you try to take it back
8.
All For One 03:38
Said goodbye and he left for the war Told us he was the chosen one His eyes are bright and his future is sure But this fighting is never done Come and see the world with me Find the place we're meant to be All for one and one for all But I swear I won't hear the call Now he's gone and we'll cover the blame Only did what we had to do Every time it comes out the same Every time seems there's nothing new See there's danger everywhere More than there's ever been If we fight with all we have They'll never rise again Come and see the world with me Find the place we're meant to be All for one and one for all But I swear I won't hear the call
9.
Far Ahead 03:21
One for the turnaround, the comeback that's never to be Look down the road and remember there's more things to see It's never quite right, there's too many and sometimes too few If you see that time coming remember it's not meant for you Open up and you can come in Back to the way, the way that it always has been From the day you were born you've been trying to outrun your fate You'd better go home while you can, before it's too late Look in the shadows for something that couldn't be there Believing the things you were told till you're gasping for air Never quite knowing but always suspecting the worst But we're face to face now and I'm damned if I'm blinking first Always the blank space, the wondering if this time we'll stay Can't see that far ahead but maybe we'll find the way
10.
Can you see clearly and do you remember my name? It's been years now but I can't forget Should I have smiled at you, should I have known what to say? But you knew for the both of us, taking my hand you said Let the world fall down Let the world fall down The truth will be known and the good conquers over the bad But that's only a story we tell Why should we bother with games when it's all such a mess Should we make this life better or just close our eyes And let the world fall down Let the world fall down Hard to explain all the time that I spent looking forward to what you would say It took years more of silence to clear out my head I know what I saw and I meant what I said when I wished that I never had known But it's making sense now that I'm out on my own You speak to me gently but that doesn't change what you mean Only so many words for goodbye You're so full of love, you say, that's why you left us behind If my love was just pure enough, I'd see it too And I'd let the world fall down Let the world fall down

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released September 23, 2013

cover art by osato-kun (twitter @osatosama)

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